Heartsfield

Signal

✦ EXTRACTION → ARRIVAL ✦

just back from Washington—

heartsfiend holding us, a temporal store for our love prospect.

i’m roadside, in the slower ring—

and still the cars slap past, all urgency, all go—

even here.

terminal glowing—

blue left, red right—

travel, auto, air—

one circuit, breathing.

coming and going—

jacob’s ladder:

ascending, descending—

bodies traded through light.

a 747 drops low—

immense, mythic—

something higher choosing to be here.

bigx—

wake up. your wife is thirty minutes from almost.

everything collapses to that.

the day began with extraction—

steel, pressure, root—

gone.

less of me.

gauze. motrin. receipt for pain.

have a nice day.

now—

i’m empty, idling, waiting for something to arrive that isn’t loss.

tongue checks the absence.

the body knows.

glass dance—

thumbs, targets, charge, impact—

can you hear me now.

plane landed. taxiing. almost. forty-five minutes, honey.

love, translated into signal.

this place stores moments it never keeps—

names it never learns—

and still, it cradles this:

our almost.

i hope she’s ok—

not too tired, not too undone—

but it won’t matter.

i’m not waiting for presentation.

i’m waiting for her.

all night—

transfer. handoff. reposition.

removed from one place—

set down in another.

and me—

extracted. emptied. ready.

hazards blinking under descending planes.

the system moves—

and what matters moves with it.

soon—

all this collapses:

one car. one curb. one face.

affection—

inbound.

Source

Nathan Davis , Archive Operator

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