Heartsfield
✦ EXTRACTION → ARRIVAL ✦
just back from Washington—
heartsfiend holding us, a temporal store for our love prospect.
i’m roadside, in the slower ring—
and still the cars slap past, all urgency, all go—
even here.
✦
terminal glowing—
blue left, red right—
travel, auto, air—
one circuit, breathing.
coming and going—
jacob’s ladder:
ascending, descending—
bodies traded through light.
a 747 drops low—
immense, mythic—
something higher choosing to be here.
✦
bigx—
wake up. your wife is thirty minutes from almost.
everything collapses to that.
✦
the day began with extraction—
steel, pressure, root—
gone.
less of me.
gauze. motrin. receipt for pain.
have a nice day.
✦
now—
i’m empty, idling, waiting for something to arrive that isn’t loss.
tongue checks the absence.
the body knows.
✦
glass dance—
thumbs, targets, charge, impact—
can you hear me now.
plane landed. taxiing. almost. forty-five minutes, honey.
love, translated into signal.
✦
this place stores moments it never keeps—
names it never learns—
and still, it cradles this:
our almost.
✦
i hope she’s ok—
not too tired, not too undone—
but it won’t matter.
i’m not waiting for presentation.
i’m waiting for her.
✦
all night—
transfer. handoff. reposition.
removed from one place—
set down in another.
✦
and me—
extracted. emptied. ready.
hazards blinking under descending planes.
the system moves—
and what matters moves with it.
✦
soon—
all this collapses:
one car. one curb. one face.
affection—
inbound.
No marks yet.